I occasionally wander around the house with the curator, asking him to teach me about the artwork and the relics. “If we stick to a reasonable budget for the state dinner, the State Department will foot the bill,” Clarissa assured me when I expressed my concern to her, later. This is the United States of America, and the White House. He started laughing, then assured me, “Spare no expense. “Matt-I know your family has money, but you’ll leave with no money if you-” One of the things I learned upon arrival at the White House was that the first family pays for their personal expenses, including their staff and food. We’re hosting a state dinner for President Asaf in two months and before he left, Matt said, “Spare no expense.” “It’s our job to keep you well fed and happy-and it’s our job to make you and our country look good with all our visiting foreign dignitaries.”

“I’ve never gone to a restaurant with food as good as the food you cook, Chef.” He created this version of an apple pie that’s several layers, has a bit of cheesecake mingled in with the cinnamon apples, and I’ve never tasted anything so divine in my life. I look at the menus on Sunday, and I tell the chef that I really don’t think we need to have fancy menus or fancy desserts on a daily basis, that plain apple pie will do. Matthew has flown out for a meeting with the prime minister of Canada, and I spend the next few days adjusting to life in the White House. “Focus on what you’re sitting on and you’ll realize you’re not alone.” I grab fistfuls of his hair, lost, moaning and groaning, our hands running over each other, our mouths crazy. He covers my breast with one hand and thrusts his tongue into my mouth, faster, harder, and I’m dying from the way he seems to need me. “You are not just your job-you are a woman, and you’re the woman I need.” I need to be sure I can truly be the first lady that the country needs.”

Two steps into my room, we’ll be tearing off our clothes and nothing is going to come between us-nothing.” I understand we need to take it step by step with the public, but Charlotte, I want you in my bed-I want inside you. Matt coaxes my tongue into his mouth, groaning, massaging my butt with his hands.

Commander in chief by katy evans